It wasn’t like you, to say those words to me. Not once did i ever think they would come from you. But they did, and it breaks my heart. Because i miss you. I still love you. You dont want anything to do with me anymore. I did everything for you. Youre still here today because of me. Thank god you are. At least youre happy, healthy, and strong. I will miss you.
Anonymous asked: i wish you well. hope you do better than just fine. you'll be better off without me. you'll see sooner or later in time.
I miss you. And this STILL is hard for me. I wish you knew how much i am still hurting. Im glad you are happy. Thats all i wanted for you. Be safe. I love you.
I dont know how you did it so easily, but you moved on. Why is this still so hard for me? I cant even see your name without my lungs collapsing in my chest. I wish you knew how hard this was. I still remember those last moments with you before you fell asleep on me on the phone. I hate pretending everything is ok. Its been months, and im still here, missing you while you go out and be happy. I will always miss you.